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2008-04-05T12:48:00.003+08:00

What Goh Jia Yi Means

You are deeply philosophical and thoughtful. You tend to analyze every aspect of your life.
You are intuitive, brilliant, and quite introverted. You value your time alone.
Often times, you are grumpy with other people. You don't appreciate them trying to interfere in your affairs.

You are well rounded, with a complete perspective on life.
You are solid and dependable. You are loyal, and people can count on you.
At times, you can be a bit too serious. You tend to put too much pressure on yourself.

You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out.
Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia.
Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person.

You are fair, honest, and logical. You are a natural leader, and people respect you.
You never give up, and you will succeed... even if it takes you a hundred tries.
You are rational enough to see every part of a problem. You are great at giving other people advice.

You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.
You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.
You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.

You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.
You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.
You have the classic "Type A" personality.

You are a free spirit, and you resent anyone who tries to fence you in.
You are unpredictable, adventurous, and always a little surprising.
You may miss out by not settling down, but you're too busy having fun to care.

What's" Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

2008-02-03T18:28:00.000+08:00

Yesterday, went to suntec to meet Heqiang n oso to get tings from Berlyn before going to Damien's 21st birthday celebration. Heqiang was attending NTU talk dere, while waiting for him i oso when to take a look at my course. A lecturer of NTU came forward n start explain e course to mi, ok so i oso entertain him n start asking alot qns. Haha.. E lecturer tell mi dat if i go University after my Diploma i will skip yr 1 in NTU n direct to yr2. I only nid study 3 years in University. Haha.. Den i still ask e lecturer so after my degree is wat? He look stun n say "Work?", Haha.. I oso know lo..But i not refering to work la..I mean if i still wan continue study ma. Haha.. Den he say it will be Master n PHD, 2 years n 3 years respectively .. Im lyk "WAH" PHD lei.. He say in NTU we can skip e Master n study PHD if i have constant good results in University n get into e 1st class in my 4th yr..And NTU will subsidise us for e PHD course..Not bad hor.? Haha.. But a bit tink too much lo..Haven complete Diploma tink abt getting Degree n PHD..Haha.. After dat meet dao Heqiang le, we went walk ard Suntec as my friend haven come lo.. Nid take some important tings without dat i oso not nid go dere le..

After dat went down to paris ris to attend Damien's birthday, but on the way we still meet alot ppl lyk jacq, joan, lixin n jas..When reached dere, im lyk dunno wat to do so keep following heqiang..haha..e place was lyk quite small to occupy everyone so we decide to gather outside as it is more cooling outside..Den we left the place ard 9 plus, as heqiang nid to reach home to finish his project..

Nv get talk to u..just can see u from far..but really happy dat im invited, thanks..dunno when will get to see u again le..hope u really lyk e gift i give u..

2008-01-30T22:20:00.000+08:00

A sad day till now i just still cant take it dat David, you have left us just lyk dat. I just cant believe it when heqiang tell mi dat you have pass away in a car accident. You are a good friend, entertainer n always a person who can find when i am down. Really wanna thank you for helping mi in one way and another. Also not forgetting e laughter u have brought us, u will not be forgotten. Always stay in our heart with us.

After my common test from 3.15pm-4.15pm, ruixiang, haiyan, jamie n mi take cab rush down to mandai cremation center to send him his last journey. Rest in Peace ba David.

To mi life is so fragile, 生于死只是一线之差。
一个这一刻开开心心的人，下一刻可能再也不会动了。

2008-01-20T00:06:00.000+08:00

Concert ended!! Dunno should feel happy or sad..happy maybe bcos no nid so stress n busy wif e performance le..sad is bcos this maybe will be e last concert for mi le..i tink i wun go back CO le..as for academic n cca, i have choose academic..hence tis is going to be an end for my cca n oso a start of my another journey for my academic..

As on 3rd march, i'll be starting my fyp for my worldskill singapore(wss) competition in sch, i dunno izzit good or bad..cos dere are 8 of them in tis n from tis fyp will choose out 4 to 5 ppl for e competition den nid to get gold to represent singapore for e 2009 wss..but i somehow lose e confident in myself..n i am getting sader n sader..dunno y lyk dat..my yr 2 life now is somehow lyk a square wave 1st sem is high and 2nd sem now is low..having alot of emotion ting..my mood is going up and down lyk roller coaster..super sian..

However, now i noe alot of new friends in seg club, they are very fun n chatty wif them i feel more happier n livelier oso..ytd night byrite i was feeling very sad abt stuff..den kaster n han wei called mi, wif their accompany n support i feel that i am not alone..i still gt friends to tok to..thx alot..so now i hope when i am yr 3 i will be happier..n tings dat happen in yr 2 would not happen in yr3..

2007-12-23T12:24:00.000+08:00

CHRISTMAS IS COMING!!

Counting down 2 more days.....

still waiting for you...

2007-12-15T17:57:00.000+08:00

COMMON TEST FINISHED!! IT'S HOLIDAY!!

Finally, completed my tests n e beautiful sunday concert..very fast 1 week passed..last week was a busy n stress week for mi..as after performance is my common tests where i have not start any revision till e day b4 each paper.. so this time i oso dare not tink too much on wat kind of results i wanna get..

It's holiday le..however jus cant feel e happiness of christmas n year new coming..dunno y??jus no mood for anyting..

leading my day one day after another..

2007-12-06T21:40:00.000+08:00

生气啊!!!

kana shouted using email, somemore is so indirect n still CC to people..

somemore i didnt do ANYTING WRONG LO!!

hate tis kind of ppl, do ting muz go 1 round n add in unnecessary people in e email..

somemore if u tink e way im doing is wrong, u can tell mi ,

face to face, sms, call or email MI DIRECTLY..

nid go 1 BIG round ma!!!

i dun mind people come straight to mi tell mi e way im doing is wrong,

BUT i mind people gg 1 BIG round say mi!!!

2007-11-21T23:55:00.000+08:00

Today is a sad day for mi. Just dunno how to put them in words.
我很难受，
很不开心。
没有人会了解我有多难受。
没有人会知道我有多难受。
因为连我自己也不知道。
我永远都只会是一个人，
默默地在一旁过这自己的生活。

2007-11-18T00:21:00.000+08:00

1 weeks going end le! FAST!! haiz..common test n performance is round e corner le..3 more weeks only lo...after performance next day test..stress!! die la!! how study??haiz..

Today was a very fun n tired day, do quite alot of tings. Went practise as normal in the morning, den went orchard wif wc, hq n jamie to orchard buy ipod den went east coast wif wc n hq, cos today my ex-colleague they organised a bbq event for us to gather. We spent half an hour walking from pit 20+ to pit 50. very long lo. haha. However was happy to meet up wif them, chat and play games lyk "marbles" and "dogs n bone". The bbq food was oso very nice, thanks for e guys to bbq..haha..

2007-11-08T23:09:00.000+08:00

How i wish everyday can be lyk today. Staying at home, doing nth, slacking n slping. Jus relaxing n dun nid to worry abt anyting. So good. However, it wun happened everyday. Tml still got sch. So sian.

I'm so SICK of my life.

2007-10-06T18:25:00.000+08:00

very stress today..too stress le..till i cry..dunno wat i wan..im jus good at nth..today morning got combine practise but i didnt play well..e song taiwan blue is e worse lao shi still repeat alot of time for mi lor..so stress..haiz..I WANNA QUIT..can I???maybe i jus lazy dun wanna practise..but time is lyk passing so fast..den still got so many new songs..n i am oso given instrument wif many notes..HOW??n oso still got other tings i oso very pek chek abt..instruments missing..haiz..how i noe where they go..more worst is gt 1 guzheng is MISSING..guzheng so big how will miss..haiz..now oso dunno how to find lo..sian..

害怕那天的到来。。10号。。

2007-10-01T23:09:00.000+08:00

My body is so weak..having breathing difficultyn my legs e vein oso injured..i dunno y??so xin ku..sometime i oso will feel my whole body lyk very light lyk jus a some push i will fell..now i scare most is my legs..bcos i dunno y dats is a few blue black on my legs..i oso nv bang on to anyting n my whole legs vein is so tight lo..tink i stand too much ba..as my weekend job required mi to stand alot..so maybe bcos of tis i hurt my vein ba..dunno how lo..haiz..

2007-09-29T23:43:00.001+08:00

You Are An ISFJ

The Nurturer

You have a strong need to belong, and you very loyal.
A good listener, you excel at helping others in practical ways.
In your spare time, you enjoy engaging your senses through art, cooking, and music.
You find it easy to be devoted to one person, who you do special things for.

In love, you express your emotions through actions.
Taking care of someone is how you love them. And you do it well!

At work, you do well in a structured environment. You complete tasks well and on time.
You would make a good interior designer, chef, or child psychologist.

How you see yourself: Competent, dependable, and detail oriented

When other people don't get you, they see you as: Boring, dominant, and stuck in a rut

What's Your Personality Type?

2007-09-28T00:46:00.000+08:00

我要快乐！！要这样我才会快了呢？？我自己也不知道？？嗨！！我觉得我一点都不快乐。只要只有我一个人，我就会像很多不快乐的事。而不自觉中我就会留下眼泪。

现在的我早上去上班，晚上就去华乐练习。还真累咯！！一星期七天，我有四五天都要回学校，所以回到家都十点多十一点了咯。但是，我感到很幸福，应为每晚我一回家就有热烘烘的饭菜留给我吃。谢谢我的妈妈。每天一大清早起床，做早餐给我们吃，晚上又等我回来把食物热一热给我吃。可是，我还是觉得陪他们的时间不够。

我觉得我的体力越来越不好了。一阵天都感到呼吸困难，而是越来越严重的样子。感觉很不好受也不知道该怎么办才好。嗨！！医生也看了，药也吃了，可是也没什么进展。吃了药，不没什么喘了。可是一不吃，有会喘了。嗨！！为什么我的身体会变成这样呢？？

2007-09-24T22:39:00.000+08:00

Dunno wat a life i am leaving now lo..where is e cheerful n joyful JIAYI..e feeling of mi quitting co is getting stronger n stronger..as keep on having ppl ard mi giving mi faces n attitude..i dun tink i own anyone of u anyting..somemore y shld i spend my time gg for practises whereas i can went home n rest..wat did i get.?e faces n attitude u all give mi.?u tink u are e only one hu is tired.?PLEASE..im tired too..so stop being so selfish n tink only abt yourself..

If i really quit CO i tink ppl will tink dat it is becos of my seg club..but NO..really not..cos is i lost e fun in CO..feeling so stress..n everytime i go home after practises im feeling more n more unhappy..Y.?so sad..did i do anyting wrong.?if yes, pls tell mi face to face..if u dun say out how i noe wat u wan.?im not god i so dunno wat u are tink n wat u not happy wif..

2007-09-17T22:52:00.000+08:00

Back again..OMG...my busy day gg start again..1 week 7 days everyday work is still ok..but on tue, wed n thur night still nid go back sch for co practises..cos coming 29 sept gt 1 event coming up..n e worst ting is dat all e song play is i nv play b4 de..die..dunno how lo..tink really nid practise lo..haiz..

Tis 2 weeks got my wss full time training, but i cant make it cos im working..i oso tot dat im not in e team already lo..cos im not regularly in turning up for training..as lyk last sem im busy wif my co stuffs so i asked for permission to stop attending e training..n my trainers agree..how good of them rite.?

Now im having multiple feeling lo..guilty, stress, tired, happy n etc..jus very luan..

1. guilty- im still unable to attend e training they having

2. stress- as now i am handling those new instruments i nv play b4 jiu stress liao..den when 2nd sem start i tink more tings will be coming up oso lyk co, seg club, wss n my study..i jus cant imagine how am i gg to handle all tis stuffs..

3. tired- started to work frm 1st sept till now nv really get a good rest lo..now my life for tis

holiday is lyk working working n working lo..dunno y i so busy oso..haha..tink jus wanna be busy ba..heex..

4. happy- im not forgotten..so my wss trainer sms mi to remind mi for coming training..but too

bad i cant make it..

5. uncomfortable- my e breathless tingy come back again lo..make mi feel so pek chek lo..

everytime nid to take a deep breathe den will feel better lo..ke lian..dunno how to cure sia..see so many doctor le..medicine oso eat le..recover le oso still come back..sian..-. -

Tink everyting is really 走一步，算一步了。

2007-09-15T00:41:00.000+08:00

Wah..back from my poly forum..it was fun..make alot of new friends dere..on e cruise is lyk really nth to do..at there we are lyk jus having meeting, eating n taking photos only..but it was still fun..oso saw moses lim on cruise n took 2 photo wif him..haha..lazy sia..tink oso nth to blog so let mi put up all e nice photo taken on e cruise ba..

2007-09-02T00:20:00.000+08:00

Exam finish le..Holiday liao..hahaha..Wat a tired day today lo..haven really enjoy after my exam lo..den early morn jiu nid reach TP for e poly forum meeting..followed by rushing down frm Tampine to Chinatown OG(peoples park) by 1pm to report for my 1st day of work lo..as i have to leave by 9pm n rush down to amk hub to meet my family for movie..wat a rush day for mi lo..run here n there..1st day of work very tired lo..stand till my both legs gg break lo..work for 8hrs including 1hr dinner break..n i only got 1hr to sit down n 7hrs of my time is standing n folding clothes n etc..sian lo..went watch 881 wif my family..starting was very funny as the way they speak make everyone in e cinema to laugh..n i enjoyed their songs n e costumes..all so nice lo..however at e end of e movie was quite sad n i cried..as when i was listening to the song they was singing, it let mi recalled back on what my uncle is suffering when he was diagnosed that he had cancer..e sadness part is dat when i saw small papaya hair become lesser n lesser n she pass away..at that part i cry badly lo..so sad sia..haiz..tinking dat cancer is very scary lo..it can take ppl life jus lyk dat..

2007-08-13T21:51:00.000+08:00

yea..very happy dat dere is a big basket of longan to eat as tink it is e longan season ba..haha..but oso quite sad dat i dare not eat e basket of longan le..becos when i open 1 longan i saw a worm in it..haiz..stupid worm lo..好来不来，跑来我的龙眼里。。stupid lo..den now i dare not eat liao..only can see..sian..haiz..

2007-08-12T22:11:00.000+08:00

On 9/8 national day, i have done alot of things in the morning..go out wif my family to have dim sin at chinatown..den go bugis 拜拜 and buy some stuffs..den go loyang dere buy those 拜拜 stuffs and oso go 咯阳大伯公 dere 拜拜..after dat jiu come home and rush out meet david they all at yishun station to buy our steamboat foods..bought alot of foods lyk 80 meat balls..haha..but surprisingly we finished all the meat balls..and it was fun having a steamboat section lyk this tink got chance can organise again..haha..hopefully after my exam we have another one.hehex..

On 11/8, when out wif a group of friends to orchard..we walk from orchard to cineleisure den make up our mind to watch rush hours 3..so went to plaza sing gv to watch..the movie was quite funny..worth to watch..haha..have a fun day spending wif u guys..but tink its times for mi to setter down n start my revision liao..even through it is still far..haha..but time really past fast lo..sian ar..

How i wish that i can have extra time lo..tinking dat times is really not enough for mi..dunno y but jus hav dat feeling..miss my sec school friends alot..we haven been meet up since the last time we meet is lyk b4 the school start lo..so tink tis coming holiday we really must meet each other..haha..

2007-07-27T01:00:00.000+08:00

Read a horoscope reading for gemini woman today feel dat it is quite accurate..lyk e characters, attitude n oso e type of person i am..but oso got some parts not so accurate..to mi its lyk more than 90% accurate..

GEMINI WOMAN
A good looking woman with brains, a very interesting person. She has a fast movement and she could not sit still or stand still long. She is able to do many things at the same time and do it fast. If you date her, you will feel like dating many women at the same time. You can not tie her down with the word "Love" because she cares about love but is it not a major factor of her life. You have to be able to adjust yourself to get along with her many different characters.

She is a dreamer and has many dreams. She eager to learn something new all the time. Even she is the 2 in 1 mixed character type, she is quite lucky in love. You have to put all your efforts to win her affection. Even when she likes you and wonder about your wit, she will also see and inspect your bad side at the same time, because it is in her nature.

She able to keep all kinds of mixed emotions without annoying you or letting you know at all. She can cheer you up by acting like a free little bird. Her conversation will not bored you. She able to talk to you in any subjects. She can make you feel like you are the luckiest man alive. She can make you feel like she needs all your care, but once she needs to stand alone, she can stand alone firmly an comfortably.
She can be your best buddy and talk to you about anything. She can join all your activities with the same energy that you have. She is a quick wit person and learn new things very fast. She can see your projects and she can give you good advice. If she thinks you are not sure that you want her for yourself, she will act like your best friend only, a cool woman.

She can easily make a guy fall in love with her. Her multiple changes and many moods is a "Charm" for many men. She can be laughing for 2 minutes and later suddenly quiet. She wants to find only 1 true love and she wants to meet her dream guy. She expects a lot and nearly too much. She is constantly waiting for her knight shinning armor even she is with a steady boy friend.
She can fall in love or fond of someone else while she is with you. If you break up with her, she will forget you quite fast, because change is in her nature. The Gemini woman breaks more heart than woman in other Zodiac. Because she is a dreamer and always waiting for her knight shinning armor, so her love life can be complex or a mess.

She hates to write a long letter, so if you write her a letter and expect a prompt reply, forget it. Because she has a multiple personality and multiple ideas, so she hates to put them down in written proof. Because she knows what she belief today can be different tomorrow.

She could communication with more than 1 languages , a real gifted linguistic. If she wants to tell you any bad comments, she won't say it straight away, but she will talk to you about many other things and accidentally come to that subject without offending you. Normally she will not lie.

She will work hard and once a while take a long rest. She can get bored and tired with her own surrounding more than at work. She never feel content with her present work, money, or reputations, she will drive to have more. Don't ask her what is her ultimate contentment for she will not have an answer.

Once you get to know her, she will be a supportive person and always be beside you. She has a beautiful dream and she loves to have someone walk side by side with her, together and equally.

2007-07-23T22:16:00.000+08:00

OMG...time pass so fast sia..today is monday, tml tuesday, followed by wednesday thursday friday saturday sunday den monday again..mean soon all my test, exam are coming le lo..noe my 3 exam papers dates le..

DATE	TIME	MODULE	MODULE DESCRIPTION (PAPER NAME)	GRP	VENUE	SEAT
22-AUG-07 (WED)	12:30PM - 02:30PM	EG2008	ENGINEERING MATHEMATICS 2B	AA	G.221 (Z3)	208
28-AUG-07 (TUE)	08:30AM - 10:30AM	EG2002	ELECTRONIC CIRCUIT ANALYSIS	AA	G.221 (Z1)	212
30-AUG-07 (THU)	08:30AM - 10:30AM	EG2010	ELECTRONIC COMMUNICATION	AA	G.221 (Z1)	224

so sian lor..but tis time not bad la..after e 1st paper maths still can rest awhile den start my revision for other 2 module..den last paper e best le..morn jiu end liao..den noon tink can go out n enjoy liao..haha..

2007-07-15T14:02:00.000+08:00

yea..finish all my retest le..but sad..result oso out liao..so darm stress..cos my result is not dat li xiang..sad..tink really really nid work hard for my exam to get my li xiang result le..so not gg to tink so much abt my result liao n gg work harder for better result..jiayou ba..

2007-07-07T15:07:00.000+08:00

Now im gg to put co aside liao n cong ci for my study le..jiayou jiayou..last wed got 2 test le..1 is my practical test for eg2010(electronic communication) n e other is eg2002(electronic circuit analysis) retest..which i noe them jus a day b4 e test..but ok la..heng e practical is pair work de..so wun be so stress..n e eg2002 result ytd oso out le..i got A which is above 80..not bad la..but now still got 2 more retest to go..next week tue eg 2008(engineering maths) n wed eg2010(electronic communication)..both i haven touch on it lo..dunno how sia..jus hope the paper not too hard lo..n i oso nid to work hard la..haha..jiayou ba..den e eg 2008 very ku ku lo..cos i gg face e old lady for 1.5hr for e math paper in her office..=.=|'|..cos byrite is on wed 3pm but i already gt another paper on wed which is at 3.30pm..jus 30 min different how i gg finish e paper..so end up change to tue i alone facing her lo..sianz..

YEA..so happy lo..now co practise for set A is stop till further notice..means i can come home early n rest..watch tv..haha..feeling so relax lo..n oso can concentrate more in my study le..haha..

2007-07-06T23:02:00.000+08:00

YEA..back frm sydney..for 4 days le..

Enjoy so much in tis fruitful trip to sydney..NO study stress..Make alot new friends..the only stress we hav is to get gold in e AIMF..n we did it NYPCO got GOLD in e AIMF competition..YEA..so happy..all our effort is paid off..good job everyone..den e 9 days so fast jiu pass le lo.. nv really buy much things lo..cos gt limited money to spent n we oso spent most of our time practising n performance..haha..i was sick in e mid of tis trip..got fever dere..but still not as bad as some of my comates..my fever only last for 1 night..thx to amelia n eunice for taking care of mi n change e wet towel for mi..if not i oso wun so fast recover..thx to those care for mi..but i got a terrible flu n cough..however i still enjoy e trip..dunno when will we hav another trip lyk tis again..

lets the pic tell u how fruitful is tis trip ba..hehex..

mi n eunice

at sydney

2007-06-23T18:38:00.000+08:00

In an hours plus time, i leaving home to the airport le..miss my family sia..1st time leaving Singapore without my family wif mi den somemore for 9 days lo..oso cant always call back cos e fees is so ex lo..$1.50/min n $0.80/sms..haiz..den they oso not accompanying mi to the airport..cos my uncle today 请客..so good lo..at 1st i oso can go de..but too bad i gg reach airport at 8.30pm so cant go eat wif them..=(..Lastly, good luck to my classmates..for e coming common test..JIAYOU WOR..

will be back on 2nd july..

2007-06-20T20:09:00.000+08:00

finally i have make up my mind today..i have been tinking of it for very long dat whether i have make a correct choice.?tinking dat it is so unfair to u..as i cant commit in the relationship at all..n btw u n my friends..i rather choice them than u..n u oso said dat tis is 1 sided already..den...i tink we oso dunno each other very well..den u oso dunno my attitude very well..n i really doubt that u really like mi ma??n even if yes, i oso dunno my feeling to u is wat..n maybe jus a normal friend only..so tink we stay as friend is better..really..

SORRY!!! for making a wrong decision in e 1st place..really really very sorry..

2007-06-16T23:26:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MI!!

have been gg out since 14 june to celebrate my birthday..

14 june (thur)

went to meet my ke ai de co juniors(jan, peixin.eileen,michelle)..n we went to e central to shop..haha..there is alot shop dere but oso alot haven open..next time can go dere shop..saw alot of nice clothes dere but..argh..no money to buy..sad case..nvm next time when i got e money zai go dere shop ba..haha..den we shop for a while jiu went to dohby ghart le..as the central dere dun hav swensen..haha..so went to PS to hav our swensen earthquake icecream..but b4 dat my ke ai e junior pei mi to the cathay to choose e adidas bag i long to hav..which my other grp of co close friend is buying for mi..n i got e bag on the spot..so happy..den went to PS to hav our swensen earthquake icecream..>.<..after dat i jiu rush down to co le lo..so sad..

peixin, eileen, mi n michelle

Januver n miour earthquake..so full lo..after eating..

15 june(fri)

no co..but oso tired day..cos morning go sch hand in ppl edusave form lo..blur mi forget today not gg sch den forget pass e edusave to peishi..so end up nid go sch hand in lo..sian..den meet my mum go 拜拜 n see doctor at hougang..cos i still got breathing difficulty..den went to bugis to 拜拜 again..cos gg oversea soon le..den my mum very worry on mi lo..so bring mi to 拜神..after dat from bugis rush down to kovan to meet yh, peijia, siewhin, berlinda n darrell to go chomg chomg celebrate my bdae..whole day lyk travelling ard singapore lo..after eating went to my ah ma hse stay..

my grp of co close friends(darrell,berlinda,yuheng,peijia,siewhin)

this year birthday cake..

16 june(sat)
today is my bdae..offically 18 years old..reached sch n our practise is at TFA..so sian lo..mean nid move instrument..=.=..but i nv help move cos i help open door..haha..love xiao pang alot..she sang mi dunno how many times of bdae song for mi lo..sing until i felt do paiseh sia..thx to all my co friends for e birthday song n greeting oso..

adidas bag from yh,darrell,ber,sh,pj,px n sk..

t-shirt from my da jie..thumbdrive frm ruixiang, weilin, mokmok, terrence, wing chung, aaron

thx for the present..

2007-06-10T23:29:00.000+08:00

so tired..ytd want to polyclinic see doctor as i got difficulty in breathing lo..so ke lian sia..den wait dere for abt 2 hours plus den get to see the doctor..go in say where i not feeling well n she only ask mi a few qns n check awhile oso nv say y i will lyk dat lo..stupid doctor sia..waste my time dere lo..den go down take medicine n make payment oso nid wait so sian lo..end up my morning 3 hours is wasted dere lo..-.-|||all the medicine only last for 3 days sia..except e antibiotic is 1 week..sian lo..dun tink my medicine will help lo..today eat 2nd day le still see no effect lo..i still got breathing difficulty lo..haizzz...

13 more days to sydney sia...n our training is lyk so xiong lo..almost everyday sia..where to find time to do my revision..although my common test is in week 12 or 13 la..but i will only be reaching singapore on 2 july which is week 12 mon lo..den gg to have my common test i missed..so stress sia..den somemore my bdae is so near n i was so busy till my friends wan meet wif mi to celebrate oso cannot sia..*sad*..

counting down to my birthday..6 more days..

2007-05-30T10:25:00.000+08:00

feeling so stress...i dunno how to do fourier series lo..how??fri quiz lei..somemore fourier series so difficult to understand..n i only left today n tml to study..haiz..jiayou ba..hope i can make it of e quiz..

2007-05-29T00:05:00.000+08:00

OMG...tink i getting fatter n fatter le..everyday reach home will find food n eat..really without fail..in sch oso..i will say i wanna eat tis n dat..*faint*..if continue lyk dat i really gg gain alot weight liao..somemore eat so much nv exercise lo..i oso dunno y this feel day keep lyk dat eating lei..izzit b'cos im stress??i oso dunno lei..haiz..tink gonna start exercise le..if not i really become pig liao..haha..but where to find e time n ppl to pei mi??sian..

especially today lo..eat ALOT lo..starting from morning..
2 豆沙并
2 bread
1 bowl of fried fish soup
1 bubble tea
1 bowl of fish soup
1 sundae icecream
1 large fries
1 mi suan wif duck tonic soup plus pig liver n red wine..

so many lo..
somemore e last dish is my supper lo so 丰富 sia..so really nid alot exercise liao..to cut off e fats..haha..

2007-05-25T23:13:00.000+08:00

early morning wake up feeling very SICK...cough..nose block..super xin ku lo..hate e feeling so much..wan breathe oso very difficult lo..sian..-.-||..den meeting eunice they all at yck station at 8.15am..n i was lyk super early lo reach dere at 7.55 lyk dat..early by 20 min lo..my mummy la..keep chasing mi put of hse cos she tot i 8.15 got lesson den scare i late for class but no lo is got co performance today..so TRIED..

today thoubleshooting very difficult lo..i dun really understand e circuit lo..n somehow my brain lyk not functioning lo..cant analysis e circuit..think until my head lyk gg bao zha lo..dunno today lab will get wat grade lo..?sian..

2007-05-22T23:51:00.000+08:00

This is a very fan n tried week for mi..

Firstly i wan complaint!!my stupid right eye lip lo..been jumping frm ytd till now lo..so fan sia..dunno is good or bad lo??some say good lei..haiz..to mi tink oso wun be good ba..anyway i wun be so lucky lo..someting good will happen...pi lo..walau..super pekchek n irritating lo..hope tml dun jump le if not i gg complaint liao..haha..

Secondly im so stress lo..feel lyk quit WSS(WorldSkill Singapore) cos all my boards haven finish lei..took home for 2 weeks le lo..still haven finish 1 lo..byright sunday wan do de..but in the end doing other stuff den nv do lo..haiz..anyone can tell mi wat to do..somehow oso dun feel lyk quitting lei cos is quite a good experience oso..HOW??自相矛盾的我。。嗨！！

Thirdly i dunno wat happen to mi tis few days..hav been crying when im alone on the way to sch..mon is dat i tink of e pic i saw wif my sis on sun night..i miss my uncle..saw his healthy photo taken tis year 1st jan n tinking e time i last timesaw him..i really very sad..*crying*..den today tink of him again..as tml is his 49 days i wan go bai him..but cant cos 8am got lesson..haiz..followed by missing my family..everytimewhen i reach home is already very late..lyk my dad has already slp den when i wake up he oso go work le..my mum she will always left dinner n wait for mi to reach home..so touched lo..so feeling quite sad dat i didnt spend much time wif them..so i hope dat i can their support n understanding..n promise that i will not let them down..

Lastly i oso dunno wat i am doing..dunno izzit right or wrong??hurt someone where i dun mean it at all..n alot of qns in my mind..n i dunno wat to do..haiz..so fan sia..

2007-05-07T12:48:00.000+08:00

wa...time pass so fast sia..tml will be e 4th week of sch weeks..haiz..n im lyk still dunno wat e teacher teaching lor..especially e internet computing(eg2121) n e object oriented programming(eg2158)..haiz.so difficult lo..both teacher so qi guai sia..1st e eg2121 teacher, he is a indian guy den when he tok his tamil tone very strong lo..dunno wat he toking sia..everytime his lesson i still nid to spend time understand wat he toking n teaching lo..haiz..next e eg2158 teacher..super picky..nv meet tis kind of teacher b4..den lecture she will teach e lab tingy n all is frm e books e lo..den during lab she oso teaching it again..den sometime ask her qns she oso didnt ans back or jus ans half or ask mi back..so funny lo..if i noe still nid ask her meh..haiz..sian ar..how to score good result will tis 2 teacher.?haiz..

2007-04-25T14:08:00.000+08:00

haiz..super stress ar..nv so stress b4 lo..somehow all info is not clear lo..tink partly is i nv ask wat to do ba..but den hate doing things so inorganise lo..everyting lyk last min sia..n i somehow dunno wat to do till someone tell mi abt it lo..haiz..sian la..

2007-04-23T13:02:00.000+08:00

Sch hav started 1wk liao..i am still in holi mood lo..only attend mon whole lesson..tue no sch so didnt miss any..but wed thur n fri..i miss alot lo..wed n thur only attend e 1st lesson den i go le..fri better attended 2 lecture..miss so many lesson lo..tink gonna catch up alot next week liao..die..dunno this sem my gpa will drop ma lei..very scare lei..last sem my priority is study 1st now now tink is co 1st le..miss lesson becos of co tings..cant continue lyk dat..my priorities shld be
1. studies
2. co
n i cant afford to let mt gpa drop..muz jiayou le..i gonna balance my life between studies n leisure..which is play well n study well..jiayou..

2007-04-15T13:29:00.000+08:00

haiz..so tried..tink this few days not enough slp lo..everyday not at home..kena my mummy nag le..say "u ar nv work jiu go out everyday leave home early n come home treat e hse lyk hotel ar?"..i oso dun wan ar..haiz..but at home oso nth do wat..haha..slp meh..?haha..

Wednesday, so stress lo..during combine practise lao shi practise long teng somemore i not very 熟练 lo..omg..haiz..so 对不起 to xp lo..need replay e gu duan so many time for mi to practise..辛苦你了..i will hao hao practise de...jia you jia you jia yi..

Thursday, today no sectional practise but got work..haha..but in e end i push away le..cos meeting my shuting n berlyn we book this day very long le..cos we scare sch reopen no time le so wanna meet b4 sch start go marina bay eat steamboat..n we hav fulfil our wish..haha..morning i meet shuting go kbox 1st den after dat got suntec find berlyn..wow..she da bao pasta for us eat lo..so full sia after eating e pasta..den we walk walk a while go marina bay have our dinner..STEAMBOAT..so full lo..we eat untill we start playing wif e foods n in e end we oso invent a dish which is mushroom wif egg..haha..den we very full n headed home..dunno when we will meet again..?when i reach home so shocked lo..wat happened.?i saw my dad right hand n leg is full of injured n cuts..i ask him wat happened.?he said he had an accident..i was so scare till i dunno wat to say..n i go ask my mum..she say my dad motorcycle slip n luckily dat e garbage lorry behind him stop if not i really dunno wat will happen..i really dun wan anyone to leave mi again..if yes i rather i leave 1st..cos seeing e close one leaving is very sad n i dun lyk e feeling n i noe im jus too selfish..

tis is e dish we invented...mushroom wif egg..(cooked by mi) haha..

shuting, mi, berlyn

our shadow...haha...

Friday, when i wake up no one at home lo..called my mum..

mi: " mum, i wake up le where u?"

mum: "i in polyclinic, accompany ur dad n mei to see docter?"

mi: "orh..wat happened to meimei?"

mum: "she got fever."

mi: "den daddy lei.. e doctor got say wat ma?"

mum: "doctor say his bone crack, so will feel pain n cant work for 2 weeks. den later papa gg to bring his motorcycle go repair."

OMG..bone crack..still gg bring his motorcycle go repair..wa..my papa very li hai lo..nvm ended my 1st conversation wif my mum..haiz..den tinking how to tell my mum today i gg out early cos meeting eunice n amelia they all gg vivo..cos need to give daniel an ans whether i can go anot by 12pm..end up i tink of doing some housework so at least got do someting b4 gg out n she will not say i nv do anyting n jus noe how to go out..haha..den ard 11.40 i called my mum again..

mi: "hello...mummy ar.."

mum: "yar..u gg out le ar?"

mi: "erm..no la..not so early but gg out soon."

wow...my mum 太了解我了..haha..so i no need ask n can go out le..hahahaha..went vivo walk walk..when we reach dere was abt 1.30 le..only got mi amelia eunice danial n david..den we headed to long john to have our lunch..n more ppl join in liyi sherryl n gen..den we shop ard in vivo den we go PS KFC eat n headed to sch..combine practise again..today more stress cos when i reach sch i saw shen lao shi..omg..die le..long teng i still not ready lei..still got a few part dunno how to play lo..nid continue jiayou ar..tonight not slping early oso cos my jie tml afternoon gg back her hostel le..tink after my practise come home she oso not at home le..so chat wif her n we watch tv till 1 plus eventhough i noe tml waking up early..haha..dunno when she coming back lei..heard dat nid wait she finish her test..so jie jia you wor..good luck..

Saturday, 7.30am wake up. combine practise again..nvm practise make perfect..jiayou..reach home 6 plus..online awhile feeling very tried n slp..jus so tried n lazy to go bath n i slp on e floor..till 7 plus wake up for dinner den bath..haha..n im awake..haha..doing nth but watching tv which is my past time sitting in e living rm wif my lappy in front n watching tv..

2007-04-12T14:55:00.000+08:00

好久没有blog了。。今天我突然有很多感想。。因为我又来到了我的伤心地。。就是outram park。。因为今天我有dental appointment。。在我走去的路上时。。我想到上个星期四我还到那里的中央医院看我的二伯。。那也是我见他的最后一面了。。因为他在那晚已过世了。。今天是他过世的第七天。。好想念他啊！！为什么生命那么短暂呢？？嗨。。边走边想着他，我的眼泪也留下了。心想再也见不到他了。。这么办？？回想起以前他和我们在一起的日子。。星期一，我的二伯出殡了，很多人都哭了。这也是我第一次看见我爸爸哭，他叫我们进去看我的二伯最后一面，我也哭了。看着我的婆婆在旁边哭泣，我的眼泪好想哭不完是的。。好伤心啊！！

现在我有很多话想说可是不知要这么说。。只能说生命是脆柔的。。是短暂的。。要珍惜和家人与朋友在一起的每一刻。。

2006-11-11T15:55:00.000+08:00

very long didnt blog liao..cos oso nth to write...den almost everyday got co except fri n sun, reached home oso quite late le...but tink next week onwards more worst...cos mon to sat all got co...wa..lyk dat tink i will die ar...mon to sat den only sun rest...haiz....today very de sad ar....ppl hu noe mi will noe y..?haiz...sian lei....y we need to study communication skill ar...stupid module lor...lyk eng lyk dat sia...summore my eng so lousy lor...haiz...dunno how am i gg to score in tis module lor..?sian ar...

2006-09-04T15:40:00.000+08:00

Jus reach home after sending lao guo off...he is gg to europe for 2 years..very long lei...haiz..for 2 years will not be seeing him le..will miss him very very much wan..at e airport a lot of his student came to send him off..tot we do not hav e chances to chat wif him wan..cos he is surrounded by all his students...but heng we get e chances to take photos n chat wif him...lolx..so happy..miss u n take care lao guo..

2006-08-29T13:53:00.000+08:00

yeah..exams over!!!its HOLIDAY!!

2006-08-13T04:35:00.000+08:00

haiz...so sian..no sch le..good rite..?but is exam break lor..den need to study for e coming exam wan..haiz..exams coming lei...so stress...den mi now still haven start my revision...haha...n at home do nth lor...die die...tink gg start my revision liao...maybe tml ba...tink gonna stop here le..haha..cos gg out liao...

2006-07-23T13:50:00.000+08:00

wa..more than one months didnt blog liao. cos quite busy la, n dunno wat to blog oso. Haha. tis few days i oso dun hav enough slp, den keep falling aslp in lecture. haiz...if continuous lyk dat i really gg die liao, cos dunno wat e lecturer teaching lor.haiz. so frm now on need slp early le. cos tis week i almost everyday go back my sec skol help out lor, except thur only. mon n tue go back to prepare for wed partners award event. but tue after shuting n i went back skol we still need help my teacher go buy e sweets n coffee powder for tml event, den we reach home abt 1030pm so tried lor. wed is a long day for mi,as morn i need to go back but is for e partners award event, where e alunmi need to wear formal, n by 7.15am need reach sch, at 1 i still got lab n programming quiz, den at nite i still got co practice till 9.30 den reach home abt 10.30pm liao lor so tried lor. thur lesson start at 8am- 5pm, n i stil got percussion practise till 9.30 again. fri i oso went back cos they got e racial harmony celebration. den every nite lyk 2am den slp, cos i watch chn U show which is replay wan lor.Haha. den in e morn very tried. haiz.

2006-06-17T14:45:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday to mi today!!!So happy, den jus reach home after my bdae celebration only. Went out wif shuting, berlinda, peixin, sokkiang, darrell, siewhin n yuheng to Orchard to play pool den went eat seoul garden to eat. Den today is my second time play pool only, 1st time is oso only my bdae which is last year. Haha. Haiz. I played 3 round wif my junior but didnt win a round lor. Sob. After dat we went to e seoul garden at ngee ann city dere, n it was so ex lor, cos it was counted as weekend le. But ok la, as we enjoyed ourselves dere. Den sokkiang join us at e seoul garde dere cos she is not free in e afternoon. Den she bought mi a chocolate cake, so happy cos chocolate is my favourite. After eating, we walked to PS to take neoprints cos finally everyone is present. Haha. Den e guy all want to rush home to watch World Cup. Thx ppl for e bdae presents, i really lyk e present very much. 1 of my present is a food hamper, which is frm shuting n berlyn, n inside e food hamper got alot tibits. Haha. Die sure will fat wan, after finish e food. But more funny, is inside e food hamper dere is a packet of 'tang hou' to replace 'mee suan'. Haha. Den my e other 2 present, are a zine bag n a newbie t-shirt frm peixin, sokkiang, berlinda, darrell, siew hin n yuheng. Den e bag is so useful, cos it is so big dat i can throw everyting inside. Haha. Thx ppl i really enjoy myself today. Not forgeting, jacq, huimin, berlyn n shuting oso for celebrating my bdae on 14 june.

2006-06-16T14:49:00.000+08:00

today everyting was fine...shld hav a happy n fun day...but everyting was not as good as wat it was at 1st...cos for nth my elder sis start a quarrel wif mi...n in e end everyting is my fault...everyone say dat im in wrong...den i need to admit dat im wrong...i hate it..n somemore tml is my bdae...it was so so so sad...dat i cry...

2006-05-28T14:50:00.000+08:00

Today quite tried, cos wake up at 8.30am to help my sis go woodland take something at 10am. As she going to JB this morning, so good lor. When i reached dere, i was shocked as e something turn out to a lot of things to mi and very heavy. When reached home i was so tried, but cant slp, cos later still going out. Den went to shuting hse to meet her, and go to hougang blk 681 to buy some cross stitch stuff. We went to hougang mall to take bus 80 to bugis to meet berlyn at 4, but e worst thing is we took e bus frm hougang mall at abt 4 plus. "Die liao". Den ber call mi and ask mi where r we le, as we jus board e bus only. But we bluff her dat we on e way liao n is going abt to reach and called her to go walk walk 1st. "Haha". After we meet ber le, den they accompany mi go repair my watch 1st, and go sim lim square to buy shuting mouse. Den abt 8 plus, wan to go take bus 80 home opposite Parco Bugis wan but dere alot ppl so we decided to walk 1 stop but e Parco Bugis stop but dere do not have bus 80 den we tried our lucky lor walk frm 1 stop to another n almost lost our way. Den we decided to walk to explanade to take bus to bugis, frm bugis take bus 80 towards harbourfront, den alight and cross opposite to take bus 80 to seng kang. As we scared dat bugis dere too many ppl n we need to stand for e whole journey. End up e three of us 10 plus still haven reach home n jus board e bus 80 to seng kang."Hahahaha". Den we reached home at abt 11 plus lor.

2006-05-20T14:10:00.000+08:00

today very very sad, n just sad.

2006-05-07T13:20:00.000+08:00

Today was fun, meet shu ting at seng kang mrt station at 12 pm go make her spect at hougang mall dere. Den we take train to town, as we going shaw house to watch e movie ' VOICE'. Den e auntie only check shuting ic, haha. ( strange???) Den we go shop, haha spent a lot money. sad lei. spent money. haha. but overall today still very fun la.

2006-04-27T13:18:00.000+08:00

today very tried cos maybe tis few days do not hav enough slp..den by rite after lesson going for e co theory class wan..den ruiwen got flu...so we didnt go in e end...so happy cos can go home slp le...but..on e bus saw berlyn n seok teng n they going back sch take cert...so end up go back wif them..den in sch find teacher tok tok..den after dat feeling very sian so go heartland mall walk walk wif berlyn they all..den end up 9 plus den reach home..haha..

2006-04-26T13:53:00.000+08:00

haiz...today so tried...today lesson end at 3pm den so sian lor...cos nid to wait for my friend(ruiwen) to go e co guzheng workshop n as she lesson end at 6pm...walao...3hr lor...so sian dunno go when to waste e 3hr lor...but luckily got qing long accompany mi la if not i going rot for 3 hr alone n doing nth...haha...den rui wen lesson finally finish le...we eat dinner den go co lor...den e teacher noe we learn before lor...den wan us to play a song for her to listen...den die liao..i forget all le..haiz...so jus anyhow play la...but still cant go home...cos we need to help those hu didnt learn before wan...sian lor...den end up 9.50pm den reach home...so late lor...tried sia...tink gonna go slp le...if not tml cant wake up...haha...

2006-04-25T13:45:00.000+08:00

hehe...more than 2 months blog le...today 2nd week of sch...morning 6am wake up...den very jia lar lor...take wrong bus...haha...cos by rite take 86 wan den broad wrong bus...took 27...stupid rite???haiz...so scare lor...den take cab to sch luckily didnt late but waste $9+ on taking cab to nyp lor...heart pain sia...den during lesson cant find my pencil box...den rmb forget to put it inside my bag...sian la...walao...y today so sway..?

at evening wait for my friend to go co workshop together...but at dere so sian...cos we learnt before le...den tink of leaving wan...den e teacher call us stay awhile for e percussion practise den tml go for e guzheng practise...haiz...dunno sld join only percussion/ guzheng/ both lei..? den e practse for co is till so late lor...6.30-9.30pm...but luckily got rui wen pei mi...den i will not be going home alone...

2006-02-08T23:59:00.000+08:00

very long didnt post liao...den dun feel lyk posting wan but ber call mi post ...so anyting lor...haiz...o lvl result will be out tis fri so scared...sian la...den now working at my uncle dere...oso not bad la...at least better than working as sale assistant at shopping central...alway need to wait for customer so sian...den if got ppl still need to tok a lot...den now better if nth to do still can play wif dogs...n dere still got 6 little puppies so cute...finally can touch them le so soft lyk teddy bear...haha...but everytime i go in c e puppies i need to be very careful...cos e mother dog dun really noe mi so everytime i wan to go in c e puppies it will bark at mi...so sian...den ytd so sway kanna caught by e mother dog that i was inside playin will e puppies den she lyk wan to bite mi...den luckily my cousin dere help mi if not i die liao...haha...

no job...haiz...

2005-12-31T15:49:00.002+08:00

haiz....out of job le...send out my resume of 11 days le...but still didnt get any reply....haiz....how...?dunno when will i get e reply....haiz...now very sian at home nth do...haiz....

2005-12-15T00:46:00.000+08:00

sian...wake up so early today jus to ask my papa can go chalet ma...cos my mama la....at 1st allow le last min ytd i reach hm...she call mi today morning den ask papa...den so sao xin...he dun allow lor...so sian n pek chek now...dunno how to tell my friends...at plan ok liao...den now i oso dunno how to tell them le....haiz...my parent always lyk dat wan at 1st allow den lata say cant wan...last time oso lyk dat...

2005-12-05T15:31:00.000+08:00

today start work at 1pm...so no need so early go cp...but i was late...haha...today sale more worst...no ppl...den my store was outside breadtalk...den i oso eat a lot today...sian la...tml really need to go on diet le...den today saw a lot of my friend....got childhood friend, pri sch wan, got sec wan....den same today after work go find jacq n go home together...but today dun hav kfc for supper...but oso good lor ...so i will not be too fat...haha...lastly i need to thanx berlyn to help mi create tis blog...thanx ar berlyn...
ytd(3/12): today go cp work saw berlyn n hy in kfc den went in n tok to them, almost late for work lor...den at 1st so sian no ppl wan...but until noon den got a lot of ppl....so tried...keep tokin...sian la...at nite wait for jacq to go home together after work...den we go find jun hao...n we get free supper...haha...kfc lei...but a bit too fat le...haha...