Saturday, September 29, 2007 11:43 PM
| You Are An ISFJ |
 The Nurturer You have a strong need to belong, and you very loyal. A good listener, you excel at helping others in practical ways. In your spare time, you enjoy engaging your senses through art, cooking, and music. You find it easy to be devoted to one person, who you do special things for. In love, you express your emotions through actions. Taking care of someone is how you love them. And you do it well! At work, you do well in a structured environment. You complete tasks well and on time. You would make a good interior designer, chef, or child psychologist. How you see yourself: Competent, dependable, and detail oriented When other people don't get you, they see you as: Boring, dominant, and stuck in a rut |
Friday, September 28, 2007 12:46 AM
我要快乐！！要这样我才会快了呢？？我自己也不知道？？嗨！！我觉得我一点都不快乐。只要只有我一个人，我就会像很多不快乐的事。而不自觉中我就会留下眼泪。
现在的我早上去上班，晚上就去华乐练习。还真累咯！！一星期七天，我有四五天都要回学校，所以回到家都十点多十一点了咯。但是，我感到很幸福，应为每晚我一回家就有热烘烘的饭菜留给我吃。谢谢我的妈妈。每天一大清早起床，做早餐给我们吃，晚上又等我回来把食物热一热给我吃。可是，我还是觉得陪他们的时间不够。
我觉得我的体力越来越不好了。一阵天都感到呼吸困难，而是越来越严重的样子。感觉很不好受也不知道该怎么办才好。嗨！！医生也看了，药也吃了，可是也没什么进展。吃了药，不没什么喘了。可是一不吃，有会喘了。嗨！！为什么我的身体会变成这样呢？？
现在的我早上去上班，晚上就去华乐练习。还真累咯！！一星期七天，我有四五天都要回学校，所以回到家都十点多十一点了咯。但是，我感到很幸福，应为每晚我一回家就有热烘烘的饭菜留给我吃。谢谢我的妈妈。每天一大清早起床，做早餐给我们吃，晚上又等我回来把食物热一热给我吃。可是，我还是觉得陪他们的时间不够。
我觉得我的体力越来越不好了。一阵天都感到呼吸困难，而是越来越严重的样子。感觉很不好受也不知道该怎么办才好。嗨！！医生也看了，药也吃了，可是也没什么进展。吃了药，不没什么喘了。可是一不吃，有会喘了。嗨！！为什么我的身体会变成这样呢？？
Monday, September 24, 2007 10:39 PM
Dunno wat a life i am leaving now lo..where is e cheerful n joyful JIAYI..e feeling of mi quitting co is getting stronger n stronger..as keep on having ppl ard mi giving mi faces n attitude..i dun tink i own anyone of u anyting..somemore y shld i spend my time gg for practises whereas i can went home n rest..wat did i get.?e faces n attitude u all give mi.?u tink u are e only one hu is tired.?PLEASE..im tired too..so stop being so selfish n tink only abt yourself..
If i really quit CO i tink ppl will tink dat it is becos of my seg club..but NO..really not..cos is i lost e fun in CO..feeling so stress..n everytime i go home after practises im feeling more n more unhappy..Y.?so sad..did i do anyting wrong.?if yes, pls tell mi face to face..if u dun say out how i noe wat u wan.?im not god i so dunno wat u are tink n wat u not happy wif..
Monday, September 17, 2007 10:52 PM
Back again..OMG...my busy day gg start again..1 week 7 days everyday work is still ok..but on tue, wed n thur night still nid go back sch for co practises..cos coming 29 sept gt 1 event coming up..n e worst ting is dat all e song play is i nv play b4 de..die..dunno how lo..tink really nid practise lo..haiz..
Tis 2 weeks got my wss full time training, but i cant make it cos im working..i oso tot dat im not in e team already lo..cos im not regularly in turning up for training..as lyk last sem im busy wif my co stuffs so i asked for permission to stop attending e training..n my trainers agree..how good of them rite.?
Now im having multiple feeling lo..guilty, stress, tired, happy n etc..jus very luan..
1. guilty- im still unable to attend e training they having
2. stress- as now i am handling those new instruments i nv play b4 jiu stress liao..den when 2nd sem start i tink more tings will be coming up oso lyk co, seg club, wss n my study..i jus cant imagine how am i gg to handle all tis stuffs..
3. tired- started to work frm 1st sept till now nv really get a good rest lo..now my life for tis
holiday is lyk working working n working lo..dunno y i so busy oso..haha..tink jus wanna be busy ba..heex..
4. happy- im not forgotten..so my wss trainer sms mi to remind mi for coming training..but too
bad i cant make it..
5. uncomfortable- my e breathless tingy come back again lo..make mi feel so pek chek lo..
everytime nid to take a deep breathe den will feel better lo..ke lian..dunno how to cure sia..see so many doctor le..medicine oso eat le..recover le oso still come back..sian..-. -
Tink everyting is really 走一步，算一步了。
Saturday, September 15, 2007 12:41 AM
Wah..back from my poly forum..it was fun..make alot of new friends dere..on e cruise is lyk really nth to do..at there we are lyk jus having meeting, eating n taking photos only..but it was still fun..oso saw moses lim on cruise n took 2 photo wif him..haha..lazy sia..tink oso nth to blog so let mi put up all e nice photo taken on e cruise ba..
Sunday, September 02, 2007 12:20 AM
Exam finish le..Holiday liao..hahaha..Wat a tired day today lo..haven really enjoy after my exam lo..den early morn jiu nid reach TP for e poly forum meeting..followed by rushing down frm Tampine to Chinatown OG(peoples park) by 1pm to report for my 1st day of work lo..as i have to leave by 9pm n rush down to amk hub to meet my family for movie..wat a rush day for mi lo..run here n there..1st day of work very tired lo..stand till my both legs gg break lo..work for 8hrs including 1hr dinner break..n i only got 1hr to sit down n 7hrs of my time is standing n folding clothes n etc..sian lo..went watch 881 wif my family..starting was very funny as the way they speak make everyone in e cinema to laugh..n i enjoyed their songs n e costumes..all so nice lo..however at e end of e movie was quite sad n i cried..as when i was listening to the song they was singing, it let mi recalled back on what my uncle is suffering when he was diagnosed that he had cancer..e sadness part is dat when i saw small papaya hair become lesser n lesser n she pass away..at that part i cry badly lo..so sad sia..haiz..tinking dat cancer is very scary lo..it can take ppl life jus lyk dat..
