Saturday, October 06, 2007 6:25 PM
very stress today..too stress le..till i cry..dunno wat i wan..im jus good at nth..today morning got combine practise but i didnt play well..e song taiwan blue is e worse lao shi still repeat alot of time for mi lor..so stress..haiz..I WANNA QUIT..can I???maybe i jus lazy dun wanna practise..but time is lyk passing so fast..den still got so many new songs..n i am oso given instrument wif many notes..HOW??n oso still got other tings i oso very pek chek abt..instruments missing..haiz..how i noe where they go..more worst is gt 1 guzheng is MISSING..guzheng so big how will miss..haiz..now oso dunno how to find lo..sian..
害怕那天的到来。。10号。。
Monday, October 01, 2007 11:09 PM
My body is so weak..having breathing difficultyn my legs e vein oso injured..i dunno y??so xin ku..sometime i oso will feel my whole body lyk very light lyk jus a some push i will fell..now i scare most is my legs..bcos i dunno y dats is a few blue black on my legs..i oso nv bang on to anyting n my whole legs vein is so tight lo..tink i stand too much ba..as my weekend job required mi to stand alot..so maybe bcos of tis i hurt my vein ba..dunno how lo..haiz..