Back again..OMG...my busy day gg start again..1 week 7 days everyday work is still ok..but on tue, wed n thur night still nid go back sch for co practises..cos coming 29 sept gt 1 event coming up..n e worst ting is dat all e song play is i nv play b4 de..die..dunno how lo..tink really nid practise lo..haiz..

Tis 2 weeks got my wss full time training, but i cant make it cos im working..i oso tot dat im not in e team already lo..cos im not regularly in turning up for training..as lyk last sem im busy wif my co stuffs so i asked for permission to stop attending e training..n my trainers agree..how good of them rite.?

Now im having multiple feeling lo..guilty, stress, tired, happy n etc..jus very luan..

1. guilty- im still unable to attend e training they having

2. stress- as now i am handling those new instruments i nv play b4 jiu stress liao..den when 2nd sem start i tink more tings will be coming up oso lyk co, seg club, wss n my study..i jus cant imagine how am i gg to handle all tis stuffs..

3. tired- started to work frm 1st sept till now nv really get a good rest lo..now my life for tis

holiday is lyk working working n working lo..dunno y i so busy oso..haha..tink jus wanna be busy ba..heex..

4. happy- im not forgotten..so my wss trainer sms mi to remind mi for coming training..but too

bad i cant make it..

5. uncomfortable- my e breathless tingy come back again lo..make mi feel so pek chek lo..

everytime nid to take a deep breathe den will feel better lo..ke lian..dunno how to cure sia..see so many doctor le..medicine oso eat le..recover le oso still come back..sian..-. -

Tink everyting is really 走一步，算一步了。